All Of Me
I want you -
I want you to find the places where I am hiding and not let me get away with it.
I want you to keep your fingers - right there - where I learned to play it safe.
Would you stay with me, right there, in the heat of the fire, and at the edge of the frozen ice?
I want you to not shy away from anything.
I want myself to not shy away from anything.
I long for allowing and experiencing myself in those places, too.
I love trusting and daring to not be easy on you.
I love not holding back - while not knowing where I am going.
Opening those doors.
A fresh breeze - the smell of Spring flowers, salty water, and fire.
Blood pulsating in my vessels. Ecstacy of being alive.
BEING, being me - with you.
I want to confront you - with all that I am.
I invite you to do the same. It delights me.
And I do know: all of the above - it´s on me.
And yet - to see myself fully I need the reflection of me in you and the world - so I get to see in the places where I am blind.
I want to allow all of myself.
I want show up fully and see you, too.
P.S: Rosel - thank you for the incredibly rich and colourful body paint weekend - the work you do, - and even more so - how you do it, is a pure joy to experience!